Find New Spirit for The 4th Semester

I feel so strange about this feeling. I don't know why I'm feeling like this. I've never felt like this before except to my lovely mom. But why?? It's just like someone takes you higher and higher but suddenly he pushes you so you falling down from the high place. It's hurt I think. And I think now I'm being sooo ridiculous. Fariztah, what happen to you??
Haha.. Maybe because it's almost the end of holiday. Hmm, I haven't gone to my grandparent's house at Malang :( I really miss them. Yesterday was my first subprogram judicium. They called me and asked how's going. They were very thankful and gave some advices for me to be a good girl and always remember to pray to God. I felt I just found my new spirit for the next semester. Yap, make them proud, like what I wanna do for my parent. I know they have a high expectation of me and I don't wanna make them disappointed.
Suddenly I remember a letter from my mother six years ago, for my birthday but I just received it a month later.. This is the letter...

Ibu bersyukur sekali kepada ALLAH
Telah menitipkan Nur kepada Ibu Bapak
Telah menitipkan Haidar kepada Ibu Bapak

Harta di dunia tidak dapat dibandingkan
Dengan kalian berdua

Ibu belajar menjadi orang tua
Berubah menjadi orang yang lebih baik
Berubah dan terus belajar.....
Karena kalian...

Semoga ALLAH menjadikan hidup d'Nur
Menjadi berkah, manfaat, banyak ibadah
Di kala bahagia, selalu bersyukur
Di kala susah, selalu berusaha dan sabar

Amin...

I find new spirit again :)
But, I always shed a tear when read this..
Mom, I do love you. Thanks for everything that you gave to me. You always on my side, you always there for me, you always know what I'm thinking even I don't say a word. I'm sorry if sometimes I hurt you, I let you down. I am trying to make you proud of me, as my thankfulness to have parent like Mom and Dad :)

Holiday in Jember ^^

Alhamdulillah, during this holiday at least I have something good to keep in my mind. Yap, I spent my holiday in Jember for 5 days. Actually, I went there because I learned how to drive a car. My dad's friend taught me. Beside that, I also visited my lovely grandparent. Unfortunately, my grandma was sick. But, I hope she was happy when I visited her :)
I went there with my dad and my big brother on Friday 10.02.12 by an executive class train named "Mutiara Timur" at 9 am. Thanks Dad ^^. We arrived in Jember at 2 pm. Okay just go ahead to next day.
The 1st day
It was unexpected!! Because my dad's friend asked me to learn near Watu Ulo beach, in order if I bored, I could stop for a while and enjoy the beach :) Woow, I was very excited. So, in the first day, we went to the south of Jember. Okay, lesson started. He explained to me about the car and how to use it. I don't have a car and I didn't pay attention too much when my friend was driving a car. But, that's cool.

The picture above is me when learn to drive a car :)

And this is Watu Ulo beach. But there's no one. (of course because it isn't holiday for other)
After I finished enjoy Watu Ulo beach, my dad's friend asked me to go to other beach near Watu Ulo, its name is Tanjung Papuma beach. Okay, go ahead. To reach the place, we passed the mountain, wow.

In Tanjung Papuma ^^ It is soooo beautiful :) Actually I really really want to playing sand, facing the wave, taking picture, but I don't have friends to do those things. Although it was strange for me to act alone in front of the camera, but I will regret if I didn't take pictures in Tanjung Papuma. And big thanks to my lovely dad, who wanted to take looots of pictures of me, hoho..

The 2nd day
If the day before we went to the south, to the beach, and the 2nd day we went to the east, to the mountain. hoho.. But I learned driving in a yard, not in the street. After I bored went around the yard, then we went to Gumitir Mountain. Yaay ^^ It was the mountain that connect Jember and Banyuwangi. We stopped at the new rest area. Its owner is PTPN XII. It's truly beautiful.

We were on a giant chair in the rest area.. Wooow..

With my BIG brother, hahaha..

It's beautiful, isn't it? Both the view and the person, too.. Hahaha..
On the way back to my grandparent's house, my dad's friend asked me to drive the car for along 10 km..

The 3rd day
You know what? We went back to Watu Ulo and Tanjung Papuma again.. Hoho..
In that day, I was satisfied exploring Tanjung Papuma. I went up to Siti Inggil, too. In Siti Inggil, you can see the beach from the top. I love it :)

Actually, there are still many pictures of Tanjung Papuma and me of course, hahaha.. You all should come to this beach :)
Once again, I would like to say thanks so much for my dad because he wanted to be my photographer, hoho..
The next day, we went back to Surabaya, my hometown by a train again :)
After satisfied with the view of beach and mountain, now I have to go straight to do all I have to do before holiday end ^^